After a while it's no longer a let down, it just becomes like second nature. It doesn't even hurt anymore.

& Maybe I don't deserve better,
Maybe this is as good as it gets . .

One day soon I'll turn away from you and act like we've never met, so take this seriously, one more chance

One day I looked up and there you were, like a simple question looking for an answer
-Lyrics

The day you stop judging yourself is the day you stop caring what other people think of you

We take one step forward and two steps back

And I'm no one special. I'm just the silly girl who thought her boy could change

& I'll be your friend because that's all you've taught me to be, that's all I was worthy of

I know how to be your friend and your enemy but nothing else

And you know what scares me the most . . That even if you cheat on me, I'd still take you back cause my life just isn't the same without you, no matter what.