Whats there to do when nothing seems to matter and everything that u ever loved has disappeared??

Right when i needed someone
i realised how alone i really am....
thanks for making me realise
that i'm absolutely worthless!!!

Did I mean anything
to you at all?
Truthfully?
What was I to you?
Seriously… cause I’m
Starting to wonder if
I ever meant anything
To you…!

I thought I understood what life was all about,
Then I realised that there are lows as well as highs.
I wish life was easy, not a complicated maze,
All I want to do is be happy and smile.

I wish there was mountain,
high enough to climb to the sky.
just to escape this world,
and be free and wild,
just to be the person u wonna be.

U were too protective over me...
it was like i was ur property
but i dont belong to anyone!
in the end u learned the consequence. because u lost me forever!

*u asked for it*

You nearly lost me the other day, Now do you see that I’m actually serious..?
Serious about ending all this pain!!

He tells her to move on from it,
how he even dare!

I HATE U FOR WOT U DID TO ME!!

I looked at a picture of us,
as i held the blade and cut.
you tore me apart,
& broke my heart.
now i'l go to the sky & fly,
so now i say farewell n goodbye!!

Pill after pill, I think it’ll all end during the night.. But then my nightmare comes true.. I wake up!!