*((i loved you a lot
i thought you were mine
but then she came and stole u
and it all went out of line))*

**y is love so hard **

**Y is it that i can hate you so much but still want to be with you**

It broke my heart to see you go
but i had to learn to move on and
and know that one day we would be
together like it always should be.

I awaited for that special night
to get my first ::kiss::

*BUT* all i could do

was turn away and blink my flowing tears as i saw him walk away with another girl

**when you told me u loved
me i wanted to die i didn't
want to get my heart broken
again and cry**

::meghan::

** I try not to cry my self to sleep
but every time i close my eyes i
see you and me together
like its really ment to be
and thats y when i see you i cry
so hard because its just my fantasy **

::meghan::

**Thats y it hurts
so much just to
look into your eyes
and see you smile
because i no i will
never be with you**

::meghan::

**i looked across the room
and saw you for the first time
and new that you wood always be mine**

::meghan::

**how can u just move on when it is killing me to see u go*if you cared about me you woodn't do this*but since you dont care i try not to* but i love you to much to let u go**

::meghan::