*sure, we had good times,
but the true meaning of the word "relationship" was missing*

* I let go, doesnt mean i FORGOT*

*i wanted nothing more than to cry myself to sleep & never wake up*

*he was my first love,
the first & only boy i ever said those three precious words too*

*i felt as though {[us]} have been nothing but [L.I.E.S]*

*where would i be if i had nvr met him?
would i still be that shy girl with zero self-confidence.
what would i be if i had nvr gone through this?
i would have missed the opportunity to love & be loved*

{[My ChEeKs ArE sTaInEd WiTh TeArs]}

*we held each other for what felt like minutes, but turned out to be hours*

*I wasn't left wondering anymore,
now I knew*

*All of those years,
i had kept my feelings inside,
wondering "what if?"
& being too scared to take a chance*