This is wear *** lies
I didnt even know he existed...
I need an exxcuse
For when I let loose...
From you to her to me
That is the flow of the messages...
How often do we smile?
How long? A while...
I write in a book
to tell things i cannot say...
You're always there
You're always on my mind...
Thoughts of suicide
cut away with a knife...
That special someone in your life
the one you long for...
Nobody cares what I think
Nobody asks my opinion...
When the war is lost the dead men shout out,
Why have you laid us in vain...
The thought of you
kept inside my mind...
All the hurt swelling up
all the pain behind your eyes...