As I lay dying
Each breath I take...

Curse this blood running through my veins
It causes me such agony and defeat...

Every day I see them,
All around me now...

I thought that dreams were meant for sleeping
And fairy tales werent really true...

They look at me and wonder
how I have it all down...

Hats off to the sad and lonely
Who make me realize I'm not the only...

I dreamed a dream
A dream of life...

I will be ok.
death, pain, fighting, tears...

Truth is, most of the fighting has been my fault...

My life is broken
Twisted and torn...

This is kind of a guy and girl poem thing. So...
Guy...

Why do I waste my time on you?
You confuse me on things I once knew...