I changed so much for you and you were the only 1 who didnt notice anything changed

I get told your playin hard-2-get
wats thepoint in doin that wen you
no i wont you any way

You must b dum!!!
you tell me you dont care
then ask me why im crying

You mite think i dont care but you
no ill b there wen you call

Why do i keep waiting for something i
no wont happen???

Love is a distaster,
but sumthin u hav to face.
love is kind, love is PAIN
but yet its not a race?

I dnt no if u hav relized. but i always look ur way,
if u wonder y, its coz thats another day..
another day not near u, its a feeling i cnt explain.
da feeling, the loss im outa control,
im scared of lovin again.

One day i hope u relize how much i loved you,
and how hard it was to get ova you..
how hard it was to face ppl sayin you hated me...
you were my biggest nightmare..
but yet i still wish i could hav u bak?

I love u
you'll always b first,
wen u look my way..
i feel i hav to burst
i have to burst out and talk to you
i just cant help it, its wut i do

It doesnt matter wut i do,
ill neva b good enough 4 u,
i try to let go but u keep holdin on,
wat ur doin to me is rong,
you no that i love u, but just cnt b there,
plz leave me alone this is not fair.