So you have lifed your life out. have you lived an hour in someone' shoes you disliked? they think its funny when they think of suicide but its not a joke. Or a game as you think for if it is here's a message from me game over buddy.

When life hands you lemons
Make lemonade!!

Forget the future
forget the past
forget me and i'll kick your ass!

Those who forget the past are destined to repeat it.

You cant make him, or anyone else happy so just focus on yourself. and to hell with anyone else.

Is love to tender thing
it is too rough
too rude, to boist'rous , and it pricks like a thorn

If you do what you've always done you'll get what you always gotten so to get something diffrent you must do something new*