It's Really Time For Me To Move Away From Him. From All This. I Don't Even Know Who He Is Anymore...

And i refuse to continue carrying on with the burden of
your feelings when you could care less about mine-X0

Every time i hear your voice the cuts get deeper nd
the scars remind me that your never gonna change.

Its not about us anymore; its about me
so since i've cut you out of my picture
do me a favor and cut me outta yours

For some reason i can't let go
you've given me every reason in the world to just move on and forget about you
but i can't
cause for me it's always been you

So why did I kiss him so hard late last friday
night? And keep on letting him change all my
plans? I'm either so sick in the head ;; I need
to be bled dry to quit.. Or I just really used to
love him. I sure hope that`s it `*

He grabs my wrists
as my fingers turn in to angry fists
and i whipser
"why can't you love me? i'll change for you; i'll play the part"

I didn't care that you left and abandoned me
what hurts most is i would still die for you.

Once you care so much about someone
to say i love you
and mean it with all your heart.
you'll never forget that person
no matter how hard you try.

Its hard to wait around for something you know might not happen, but its even harder to give up when you know its everything you want