You know your life is out of control when you dont dare take off the mask of happiness, not even when you're alone in you're room. When you still fake a smile even to yourself when you're staring into a mirror.

Hug her
show her you care
hold her hand
laugh with her
be with her
while I sit alone
as my eyes start to burn
and tears begin to fall

You said if i needed you, you'd always be there. I needed you today and to my amazement you were there. All i needed was a hug and that moment in your arms made everything melt away, for that moment everything seemed ok. i was finally happy.

In my heart I know I wont be able to forget you no matter how hard I try...Maybe because I dont want to forget the feeling I get everytime you smile, or everytime i see you with another girl and I remember how we used to be.

My mom says my room is messy
but to me its an organized mess...
i know exactly were everything is untill i clean it...

I know I told you I didnt love you anymore
But thats not the case
I still love you with all my heart
but i have to protect myself
I cant let you hurt me again
So its not that i dont love you...
It's that i can't...im sorry...

When you saw me crying you hugged me and told me it was ok to cry and that you'd always be there, you havent let me down yet so please dont prove me wrong, dont break my heart like the rest did...

You ran your hand across my scars and it killed me to see the look in your eyes, and when you asked me how i could do that to myself my only answer was "i dont know"

When i see you with another girl i remember what you told me, that i'd always be your baby girl, then i think to myself, you probably told her the exact same lie...

Why cant you love me the way you said you always would?