U said u were afraid to break my heart, but i guess u conquered that fear.

Each year that passes my thought of death becomes more tempting.

Im not crying cuz i miss u, im crying cuz im not a happy gurl anymore.

All i want to do is love him. how hard is that!?

I pretend 2 hate u, cuz im scared to love u...

I'm crying out so loud, im not even being heard.

My heart cant possibly break cuz it wasnt even whole in the beginning.

Dont tell me u luv me if u dont cause i dont wanna believe another lie.

Breakable hearts never mend, unbreakable hearts never end.

I'm living a lie, cuz this smile is a long way from being real.