I'm just looking for a place to hide,
'cause I don't want to explain.
They would never understand,
'cause even I can't make out
why I'm so depressed.

I don't want to be your happy, ambitious and friendly girl anymore. Can't you see that this isn't me?

Today is one of the days I wish I would die and could see the people attending my funeral from above...Just to know if someone cares about me.

The first time they asked me if I'm okay I told them I'm not. But then I got fed up with their questions. They never understood how I really felt. So I decided to smile although I was dying inside.

Once again I wish I could end it all and could start over again...

I think you will never recognize how much it hurts to see the scars on your wrists.

It seems like I'm the biggest mistake in the whole world.

I'm not able to show the people I love how important they are to me.
I'm not able to treat people right.
I always argue with the most important persons in my life.
I always lose the ones I can't live without.
I guess in some way I'm cursed.

Don't ask me why I have these scars on my wrists...And please don't ask why I'm so depressed...You wouldn't even understand...

If you knew how much pain I feel inside since you've been gone,
would you finally believe me that you meant the world to me?