Blades run across my fingertips
it takes me now - just deep small slits...

This really astounds me
and i hate myself for it...

Ive lived my life knowing of the pain ive suffered
ive lived my life knowing what could have been...

I tried to look on the bright side
where it seems to be just as dark as mine...

Dreaming is for dreamers
Seeking is for seekers...

I seriously thought this was over.
I naively thought it was gone...

Taking a step away from protection
outside from where you kept me in confusion...

How is it that you can be better
and i must stay the same...

Stabs me
kills me deep inside...

My mind is at battle
with the rest of me...

And this is how i see it
the life that i dont have...

There once was a girl
who held her daddy\'s hand...