I dunno how to really say how i feel
But i know my heart feels heavy...

I love you a lot at this very moment but tomorrow...
my heart beats fast at the the thought of you...

So how do i explain that im not here for games
How do i express to u how much i truly care...

Sometimes you hurt me with the things that you say
But having you as my friend i wouldn't want it...

I guess ppl show there tru colors after a while...

It's like Im livin in Hells Prison
cuzz the lover I thought I had has risen...

Its like he's exactly what im lookin for
The man in my life that my heart will adore...

Is it wrong to feel the way that i do
Is it wrong to give up and say ok now im through...

If the question is do I love you
The answer is always and forever...

I've been thinkin about the loss of my son
His name was jaylen jerimiah smith...

Im in love with him
But he's not in love with me...

Love,
Where did u go...