I feel like im not in control of my life everyone i love is leaving me

Ive been here for 20 years and already my life is over

Everything that i love in life is killing me cause it's bad for my health

My life's like a fairytale that nobody believes in... onli differences theres no happy endings

I hide my pain from the rest of the world thats why i am so funny

When i look in the mirror my reflection walks away from me

Im not dead cause i don't shed a tear
it may appear that i have no heart
but thats because in broke in half
i cannot laugh, i don't know why
all i want to do is die

It is not worth living your life with a closed heart

I always had and always will... long for love.. and all its trills
i want to fill a space no one can fill
i want to be loved for who i am
i want to feel love that words cant decribe

They say "there is only one person that can make you happy and that person is you"
i cant even make me happy