I see that look in your eyes
You are so hurt, but pretend not to be...
Sitting in that cold, dark room
Sitting in a sea of guilt...
Why did you leave?
Why did you go away...
I miss you mum
But its not quite as bad...
You left me alone
And then wondered why I wasn't there with you...
I never got to say a proper goodbye
Not while you were still awake...
Im so sick of missing her
Sick of crying at anything...
Its the Easter weekend
And I can only think of you...
How could she have ever thought that I didnt...
How did she not know that I thought about it every...
I am floating in a world
A world that I dont know...
I miss you
But I want to move on...
You would be 58 this year
If you were still here...