Your just another /memory/ of {what could have been}

Its not so much the endless minutes I spend sitting by myself thinking about you and seeing you only in my dreams {every night} that hurts so bad..its the memories that .:kill.:

Everyone says I deserve better than you..but in my eyes theres no one better than you..
Your perfect

Even though I’ve had my heart walked all over and broken more than once and you’ve got the perfect life..its you that I feel sorry for..because this time I wont take you back

[Somedays]I’m the one you tell everything to [Somedays] im the one you ignore all day [Somedays] Im just the girl you cheat off in math class
Will you tell me when you realize im the one you need and love?

Every time she laughs she’s hoping that he’s there watching..not so he thinks she’s happy and she’s moved on..but so maybe..just maybe he could fall for her smile as hard as she fell for his

Everyone asked me why I was crying..”you only went out for a day” is what they said..yea, but that one day was the best day of my life..i actually felt important to him

You just gotta take the {good} with the [bad]
{Smile} with the [sad]
{Love} what you've [got]
and {Remember} what you[had]

I wonder
How many hearts
Have you broken
How many lies
Have you spoken
How many tears
Have they cried
And all they did
Was simply tried

from my poem "Why"

Its amazing that after all we've been through the little things are what i think about the most.