And so we are, here....together
surrounded by these feelings...

My rock, the pillar of my life...my morals!
the have stood strong for so long...

And so we carry on,
living life, moving on and on...

I live my life for happiness,
all i want is to be happy...

Every day we see people walking,
people conversing...

Like a ray of sunshine I had found u,
A gentle, warm slap in the face, and there u were...

Trust, its just a word, like protection.
yet both of these small insignificant things are...

So many times before have i discovered good things...

1000 thoughts still racing through my head;
but now 999 of them are about you...

Again i wake, dreading the though of opening my...
fearing they will only reveal the hell of my life...

Alone i lay, direction less, and with out a sense...

Can anyone tell me why i feel what i feel?
i exist in a world fighting against me. a world...