Everytime i see a kiss, everytime i see a hug, everytime i see a couple, everytime i see love -- i see you -- i see what i don't have

Everytime you say his name, evertime you point out a hickey, everytime you come to me crying about him, all the good things he does, all the bad things he does, i am always there.

you hurt me so much, and you don't even know it.

Although you hurt my heart so much i though i wasn't a person, i still love you; but i cant stand to have you in my life anymore.

I loved you like no one has ever loved anyone else;
i said "always and forever," and i meant it;
you were the best thing that ever happened to me, then you broke me apart, you hurt every inch of me.

I see you sad,
i see you cry,
i see how much he hurts you;

i also see that you are with him, and not me, but i dont see why

I deserve to be happy, i deserve to smile, i deserve to love, and i deserve to be loved.
he doesn't deserve you, i do. why cant i have you?

There we are, laying in my bed, laughing, holding eachother, drifting off to sleep; together. and then it happens, i wake up; reality slaps me in the face. your not here, you never were.

damn that dream

will you ever be mine?

It hurts so much not to see you, it hurts so much not to call you, it hurts so much to not have you. it kills to see you with him; but through it all i am still here, through it all i still want you, if only you knew that

Forget the cars, forget the cash, forget the models, and the movie stars

the thing i want most in this world is love, the thing i want most is you.............. and you don't even know it

I dont want to be your friend, i dont want to be your aquantiance, i dont want to be your confidant or your therapist, i want to be your everything.

but most of all i want you to want me