Whether i stain my hands with your blood..or mine...does not matter
For i'd eventually end up in the same place.
Hellhole.

Leave me alone to my sacred silence
In my final resting peace
You are the ultimate reason
Why i'll forever cry red tears...

quoted from my poem "Red Tears..."

Numbness enters my heart as the first tear drops.
Loneliness takes over as more tears roll down.
Pain strikes my heart as i wipe the tears away.

S-H-I-T happens.
Deal with it.

I may f.uck up many times
Still, I only have one life to live
So for all of you who enjoy watching me fall
One day you'll end up with a wake up call
Your lives are worse than mine
Shi.t happens, get a life.

I won't think about you no matter what
I know you won't waste your time on me
what's the point of you getting in my head?
Nothing, Exactly.

I finally accepted that you care only for yourself
And this knife is the only one that can help
I cried myself to sleep as usual as every night
But this would be permanent for i've given up the fight...

If i can't get you out of my head, i guess it's because you're supposed to be there...

Cut, bleed, die.
For those of you talk about it.
It's not so simple when you do it.

I promise to let you go.
So stop holding on.