You were my first love, and I know you'll be my...
Yeah, you will always be my everything...

Seems I'm finding it quite amusing
How things can change so much...

Silently crying myself to sleep
Over you I lost so much...

I hate the way things turned out
I hate the things I've done...

Have you ever sat and wondered
What would happen if you weren't here...

Recalling the pain of my younger years
Realizing now just how easy I was to break...

A girl who was once whole
and had her mind set on her goals...

**The Lines {This wasn't meant to happen...
His name was never supposed to show up on this...

There's a gift I want to give you
Need to know you wont throw it away...

So many times I tried to protect it
Only for someone to steal it away...

When things don't go your way...stay strong
When you feel you can't face another day...stay...

Christmas is supposed to be a happy time
The time of year where you don't have to pretend...