I watch you struggle with
your demons and it hurts me...
Dream big, reach for the stars
the world is your oyster...
I wanted to write you
a letter, but didn't know...
Lying; teasing, tempting
those are all what you excel...
It's been too long-far too long,
since doubts were able to force...
They say you're destroying me;
that you're not a friend to me...
Forgot to change my oil,
now I'm seizing up...
Chipped toothbrushes
stained porcelain, music...
There is no words I can give you
not enough compliments and not...
I don't really know what to say-
how to act, or think or even feel...
Help me, please Ana, help me...
she's trying to take control away...
I always thought the hardest thing
in this world-was to live in it...