You're still not in my arms.
Still not in this house, in...

We were only four yet there were
places for six-but it never seemed empty...

There's a buffet
surrounding me, albeit...

You're doing it again-causing me
to push away those closest to me...

Shadows engulf as invisible
voices mumble-aromas pull forth...

I miss you.
Every day that passes, I wish- why...

You have the sweetest eyes
-only I never knew how decietful...

Gathering my clothes up from the floor,
as I try to slip quietly out of the door...

"We will find a cure one day,"
Well that's not good enough, I...

I wonder sometimes..
what if God doesn't exsist...

I always thought the hardest thing
in this world-was to live in it...

Help me, please Ana, help me...
she's trying to take control away...