And maybe this is the way it's suppose to be, and maybe i just have to accept that,
but maybe, just maybe, i dont want this.

Well there goes my walls, they're going back up, i told you not to hurt me again, but you didn't listen. </3

Everybody says to me "follow your heart". but what happens when my heart doesn't know where to go. <//3

Him: I'm scared to hurt youu again.
Me: You won't. i'm not giving up on youu
[ he almost starts crying and says ] youu just made me the happiest man alive

Him: Are you scared of me?
Me: Noo. the only thing i'm scared of when it comes to you is losing you again. & i know you would never hurt me.

-& this love is slowly killing her on thee insidee<//3

Him: You don't wanna do this anymore? okay fine. you lost me. tell me how does it feel?
Me: It feels the same as when i had you.
[ with tears in my eyes ] you were never really mine. </3

-Never once did i ask you to leave so when you start to miss me remember this was YOUR choice.

I thought i promised myself that i wasn't going to miss you ; that i wouldn't care. - another broken promise </3

&- i hate how some thing i just can't let go off ; no matter how hard i tryy.