AM I UGLY?
WHY AM I NEVER THE ONE PEOPLE WANT...

Everywhere i look,
everything i see...

Your the one that walked away left me standing...
but here i am with a smile upon my face...

A dark cloud surrounds my heart when i think of...
this pain i feel never leaving...

I LAY HERE BLEEDING AS I FEEL THE WORLD SLIP AWAY...
I HEAR MY HEART POUNDING IN MY CHEST GETTING...

I lay here bleeding on the floor,
curled up in a ball of despair...

I HATE LOVING YOU AND
I LOVE HATING YOU...

I LOVE YOU,
THREE WORDS USED SO FREELY THEY DON'T MEAN A...

I feel it deep inside of me,
the need to bleed starts to consume my body again...

Who are you and where did you come from?
suddenly from nowhere you appeared with a smile...

I DON'T THINK MUCH OF YOU ANYMORE,
AS YOU BEGIN TO DESTROY YOURSELF AGAIN...

MY FIRST BORN LIES WAITING FOR ME IN THE STARS,
ON THIS DAY I PRAY HE CAN HEAR EVERY WORD I SAY...