I feel trapped in a relationship with the greatest guy ever... because Im still in love with an ass hole.

He tossed me aside
Forgot about me
and still I love him more than anything else in the world.

Most people believe that I should hate him most for hurting me

But I don't

I hate him most for making me think I deserve it.

I hope he burns in hell.

Even though I haven't seen or talked to you in 6 months I still always smile for a second when my phone rings because I thought it might have been you...but when I look at the id I always find out that its not and that it never will be.

I am not afraid to walk this world alone because I know that I will never have to!

Don't forget you're the one who wanted this and Im just the one that wanted to make you happy.

We knew the truth and still you decided to tell the lie that broke my heat because just then...you picked her over me.

We were together for 3 months and it really sucks that you were only loyal for one of them.

You talked about her so much when we were on the phone...I guess you didn't realize that I always cried when you did because I wanted you to talk about me like that to someone else and I know you never did.

When you kissed me you thought about her
When you touched me you wanted her
When you told me you loved me you ment that you loved her.
When you used me and left me you were glad to go back to her.