I feel like I'm in a tailspin
My heart is like a whirlwind...

My head spins when I talk to you
My stomach flutters when I hear your voice...

I've doubted what we can be
I've challenged our relationship...

I talked to you today
I tried to stop myself...

Butterflies in my stomach
Tongue tied in a knot...

I get obsessed with things easily
I am loud at times and quiet at times...

What do I need to do
Who do I need to become...

There is no doubt
Everyone grows from each friendship...

You have me confused
I don't know what to think...

I fell for your eyes
your smile and charm...

As I go through my old poems
Looking at what my life used to be...

I thought i felt it before
I thought i knew what it was like...