In a world all my own
no one can understand...

How stupid I must look in everyone's eyes
I sat back and let you treat me like crap...

They say I write beautifully, they say I am smart
why do I feel like a failure...

All these years wasted on being you
now I have no idea what is true...

Walking in the rain so you cant see me cry
turning away as you wonder why...

I've waited so long for you but to your girlfriend...
the sadness inside is hard to bear and my heart...

Why are you pretending to be someone you aren't?
I hate the way you act it tears me apart...

She's so beautiful no one compares
every time you see her all you do is stare...

Times are good and times are tough
times are great and times are rough...

Friendships fade
hope dies...

My heart hurts, my mind reels
no one knows exactly how this feels...

I want to say thank you for all that you are
for being so wonderful and a shining star...