Its hard to live with the same thought so ill crave ur name in my wrist and take those pills like we had never exsit

&& i still believe your lies after all weve been through

only because i love you

I told u how i felt
and u made it into a joke
lets see you laughs now wen i leave u by urself

So many lies

so many nights i cried

this can all end really fast

but instead i continue to fill the pain

Ill always feel this pain no matter wat happens
ill always be this way thinking about dying everyday

I finally figured out why i cant sleep at night.
You make it difficult because of the butterflies and the smile i have.

Its The Butterflies i get in class that makes me want to laugh.
Its the silly grin i have when i hold back a smile.
Only because everyone will know that im falling for you.

How Could You Take Down my Wall && Shield, Say That Your in Love With me. Then Leave me... So Vunerable.

No Matter How Many Times I Try.
How Many Tears I Cry.
Or Anything I say.
I'll Face it, You'll Never Feel This Way.

&& I'm sorry that I acutally trusted you with my heart. && for giving it to you blindly. && I'm also sorry for thinking I acutally had a chance.