Somedays i go out side in the rain and lay down hoping you'll show up and kiss me

I wish i was a lil girl again.
Scraped Knees were easier to heal then broken hearts

I lost u
and i lost myself
i didnt kno who i was
and wen i found myself
i ran away

U all ask me if im ok
and i say i was never ok
and then u tell me its gona be fine
i just look at u and say
nothing will ever be fine
because my smile will only be fake

Im i gettin better?
or am i just used to the pain

I love to walk in the rain
no one knows im cryins
except for him
he can see me
but he doesnt do anything

Its easy to believe a lie

but it hard to believe the truth

Ull never see past that fake smile
ull never look into my eyes and see the pain
ull never kno how i really feel
because u nothing kno of wat its like

You held my hand...
i didnt know you even noticed me
it went so perfect
just as we leand into kiss i woke up...
u only love me in my dreams...

U learn from your past
so if anyone ever tells you to let go of it
dont because who knows one day you may need to look back
and if you let go of it... then youll only feel more pain