I miss him, not enough to take him back, but just enough to hurt!!

&& if your the death of me baby...I wanna die

Now leave me be i have to try to pick up all these pieces of "bull shit" you broke also known as my heart.

I sit here in the dark everyday,
and i feel the pieces of my heart slowly break away.

I just wish it was the way it used to be,
When i believed it when u said you loved me.

If you're gonna make me cry, at least be there to whipe away the tears.

Im not supposed to love you. Im not supposed to care. Im not supposed to live my life wishin you were there. Im not supposed to wonder what your doing or where your at. But i do cause you have my heart that i never got back.

There is a girl in my mirror tonight, and there is nothing i can say to her to make her feel right.

I wish you were here with me, i wish i was there with you, but most of all i wish i didnt have to wish for you.

&& there you are holding her hand...and im lost..trying to understand.

Im hurting so bad inside, i wish you could see. Im struggling to be someone that isnt even close to me.