I cant help but stare at you and her, not b'cos i want to look, b'cos if i stare hard enough i can see me in your arms and i forget, just for a second, that when i lose my focus she'll fade back into your arms, where i belong.

'I wanna hold on,
But it hurts so bad,
And i cant keep,
something i never had'

Something I never had - Lindsay Lohan

..last nyt i played our song and sat with a smile on my face thinking of all the good things to come.. 2nyt when i played our song i sat with tears dripping down my face and thinking of all the good things id lost..

You stole my heart,
You ripped it apart,
I should hate you,
I should blame you,
But I didnt stop you,
infact.. I let you.

.. i was flying high .. i was falling deep ..

..you had her but u wanted me..so now uve got me how do i know u dont want her?..

..i'd only be able 2 let you go i knew u'd run straight back..

..i only held on bcos i thort once i had u'd it'd all go right..but now ive got u its all going wrong..

..im scared that you'll walk.. so im pushing you away..

.. things are so perfect yet i sit for hours trying to find a fault..