I just cant help this feeling.
I feel like i don't belong anywhere.
No-one wants to no me.
I push the people around me away so much they've given up on me.

&& you call me fat and then ask me why i aint eating!

Whats the point in even talking behind my back just say it to my face, i'm only going to find out anyway!!!

Whats the point in me trying if i no i'm going to fail anyway?!

&& you stab me in the back and think you can get away with it?! think again!

I love you but then again i hate you..does that make sense?

All these thoughts in my mind
Tearing me up deep inside

&& i just wish you'd just leave me 2 live my own life!

&& i'm sick of being me!

&& who will you turn to when she's gone? you can't expect to run back to me! i'm sick of being second best!!