Everytime you leave me alone....
My nightmares comes alive

The people that have the least were ask to forgive the most....

I thought if you worked hard enough for sth it'll come true...
why is that i cried a million tears and said a zillion prayers....your still cold.....your still laying beneath our feet?!....Why is it that your still not alive!!!

Why do good people die first....
I just don't get it....

Because of you...I smile for no reason....

Everything in life need to be balanced...and i learn that in the worst way it could be taught...

It hurt so much to tell you "I don't love you anymore" when deep in my mind i know i still love you...is just that your better off without me...
I Love You...But i Can't have you

Because i love you too much...thats why i have to let you go...

Some say being pessimistic is immature and those ppl need to grow up....
but i think...if those who said that can step in those shoes of the pessimistic once....she would not be that opptimistic...
Try be them...

Today i finally realize how hurt you are when you hear me saying i want to die....
and i finally realize your my only best friend...