You ask "why can't you look me in the eye again?"
i looked down .. said "I don't know"
but inside...i knew the answer...
I knew that everytime i look you in the eye....i find my heart shattered on the ground....

"I'll block that bullet for you..We are BEST FRIENDS!!"
I wonder what it means when you say it to thousands of ppl...
Does it mean you're a bloody bullet vest?!

We are like twins...
From the day i know you...
I know for sure your always there
Through those hard times we spend together....
We have feeling for each other....
But we both know it's better off friends then lovers...

Words may leave me crying...
Songs may leave me dancing...
but Silence is a long term ending...

Everytime you leave me alone....
My nightmares comes alive

The people that have the least were ask to forgive the most....

I thought if you worked hard enough for sth it'll come true...
why is that i cried a million tears and said a zillion prayers....your still cold.....your still laying beneath our feet?!....Why is it that your still not alive!!!

Why do good people die first....
I just don't get it....

Because of you...I smile for no reason....

Everything in life need to be balanced...and i learn that in the worst way it could be taught...