If she was as strong as she pretended to be then these tears wouldn't be streaming down her face every time she thought of you...

How is it that the person I love is the same person who I go home and cry about every night?

And I dont want you to talk to me. Not because I hate you, but because for every word you say my heart stops twice, and I think you might just kill me...

And though you may not know it. And I may try to hide it. You are the one who taught me how to care

And I hate him because everything he said was right...

Im so Tired
no clue Why
So I'll close my Eyes
And hope to Die
Fake a Smile
And play Pretend
Just wait for this Day
To come to an End
Another Laugh
Thought to be True
Did you know I felt this Way
Because of You?

I never thought
It would hurt so bad
To lose someone
I never had

Grab the gun
And hold it high
Dont stop me now
I want to die

One more cut
Still deeper please
Until I fall
Onto my knees.
One more drop
Of blood to spare
Until I know
He'll really care...