When my heart shatters
Will you be there?

From my poem 'WIll You Be there?'

The knife drops to the floor
As I slump against the door
I like to feel the pain
Watching my blood seep down the drain

(from my poem, 'only way')

I take the knife
Put it to my wrist
Say goodbye life
I will cease to exist

(from my poem, 'only way')

I go into the bathroom
Knife at my side
Life will be over soon
No longer will you two have to hide

I close the door
And sink to the floor
With the feeling of our last kiss
Lingering on my lips

(from my poem, 'only way')

Your the bestest sister
if u were a guy id make u my mister

(from my poem "My random little sister")

I saw it in your eyes
All the hurt that I cause
I shouldnt of told those lies
I ruined what was

(from my poem, i ruined what was)

I think how Im hated
By many not some
With this knife to my wrist
It makes me feel numb

(from my poem, "You love me no more")

The tears they spilled
As my soul is killed
The blade to my wrist
My blood is kissed

(from my poem, "my blood is kissed")

You say that you love me
But deep down I know
That all this affection
Is only a show

(from my poem, my blood is kissed)

I guess I'll never know
How much pain you didn't show
You kept it locked up inside
You always chose to hide
Until it was too late