Theres a song thats inside.. of my soul

Its the one that ive tried .. to write over and over again...

So i lay my head back down

and i lift my hands and pray.. to be only yours i pray to be only urs I no now your my only..... hope

A fourteen year old girl.......
shes beautiful, pretty, sporty, smart, sweet, great personality, caring...

but still no guy had come to want her...=/

The long glances The meaningful smiles
The look he gives me but no one else
And when he hugs me he spins me around and i never wanna stop spinning in his arms

He
Tickles me when im not looking
Gives me nicknames that only he calls me by
Gives me nuckle sanwiches
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And i said..
why do u keep avoiding me, things arent like then use to be!
and he said..
if i dont then i would fall for u again,
just looking at u makes me want u, u dont under stand that i have a gf
and i said..
then why did u just tell me that=[

And he said..
because every time i pass u i cant help but be locked in ur eyes, always care free & lauging changes you from the other grls, &having a heart, im drawn to u and i cant help it, thats why iwas a voiding u.....

U dont care what ppl think about u
ur always happy
ur drop dead gorgeous
ur smart
u have a great personality
and i love you.. ur everything to me..
and i said.. so whats wrong then=/

Where is my angel?? i need her right now =\

Im complicated
i reject ever guy
even thou i like them
i dont curse
im known as the nice girl
the light of the party
i live life to the fullest
but im just too scared
too scared to get hurt=\

&& i cant get over u, i compare everyguy to u and none can top u, but u have a gf and i have a broken heart, because im stuck on u=\