I laugh out loud or fend you off,
With shallow words and smiles...

The time has come,
Its all too clear...

What is real,
What is not...

Theres nothing left to me,
Its horrible...

The walls around me are breaking and bending
I know i cant even make this go away...

I've spent a long time looking for the right one,
The right guy to change my mind about love...

Caress my face
our lips are kissing...

Breaking and bleeding
I bender one knee...

I've told you what has sickened me,
I've told you what has tortured me...

You seem to think you know me
but in fact you really don't...

Theres nothing left,
Nothing to salvage...

Your handprint is stained on all that is me.
Only we know...