A life w/luv has thorns,
but a life w/out luv has no rose!

For over 5 years I have trusted you as my best friend, as someone that would be there when the rest of the world let me down.Now youre asking me to trust you with my heart, I want to so bad that it hurts, but I'm so scared.

I have been treated real bad by guys. ive been used cheated on lied to and even hit. now i finally met a good guy, but i cant seem to make myself trust him. why is it that i trusted the bad guys but i cant seem to trust the good one?

I tried hard... therefore i fell hard.
now all thats left is for me to hit the bottom where i will breathe my last... my last effort to stay alive.

I am an addict.
love is my drug of choice.
watching the blood leave my veins & fall to the ground...
that is my rehab.

You didn't love me anymore so i cut myself.

now you dont even care about me so i will say goodbye... forever.

My heart is hurting, so i'm gonna fix it the best way i know how...

500 tylenol's make everything better!

I'm handling my pain the best way i know...
w/a pen & paper 2 write how i feel...
& a razor blade to make the feelings drip away!

Life=music
music=emotion
emotion=pain
pain=emptiness
emptiness-death

so basically life is just the 1st step towards death

"sadness is beautiful. loneliness is tragical."

-backstreet boys