A life w/luv has thorns,
but a life w/out luv has no rose!

Luv is supposed 2 be gr8, beautiful, wonderful, amazing, & fulfillin, so y does it hurt 2 luv u the way i do???

I loved u,
u loved her.
i cried over u,
u cried over her.
i wonnder if all this time,
some1 has been loving me & crying over me?

"sadness is beautiful. loneliness is tragical."

-backstreet boys

Life=music
music=emotion
emotion=pain
pain=emptiness
emptiness-death

so basically life is just the 1st step towards death

I'm handling my pain the best way i know...
w/a pen & paper 2 write how i feel...
& a razor blade to make the feelings drip away!

My heart is hurting, so i'm gonna fix it the best way i know how...

500 tylenol's make everything better!

You didn't love me anymore so i cut myself.

now you dont even care about me so i will say goodbye... forever.

I am an addict.
love is my drug of choice.
watching the blood leave my veins & fall to the ground...
that is my rehab.

I tried hard... therefore i fell hard.
now all thats left is for me to hit the bottom where i will breathe my last... my last effort to stay alive.