I wish you were here to comfort me
and bring me back to reality
instead of my spaced out mind i have
lacking for a crimson passionate love

Love is a word i don't speak off
pain is a word i say
pain is the thing that i can't get enough
love is the thing that i want to go away

Love felt good
until it jinxed me and made it hurt

You were the one for me
but i just couldn't see
who you really were inside
that wanted me to commit suicide

I wish you were dead
and shouldn't have led
this innocent heart
right from the start
when i could have back off
and not feel any love
coming from you
because i can't stop lying that i still do

I thought we had it all
thankz for watching as i fall

Don't ever let a guy break your heart apart

Just when i thought i knew all the answers, they changed all of the questions!

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just when i thought i had everything, another problem comes and destroyed what i possess

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why is that?

I wanted you all by myself
i didn't know it would hurt you badly
i wanted you to kiss me everyday
i didn't know it would hurt you badly
i wanted you
i didn't know you didn't love me anymore

I saw you today smiling
i smiled back
i saw you talking today
but i ditched you
i saw you talking to her
my world fell apart
i saw you with me looking into a mirror
too bad it was just a memory