A blast of fire burning in my head
A journey in my heart filling me with dread...

They say he's nothing special ..
It's something that'll never last...

I dont understand how this flame could start
But deep inside something is burning me apart...

Trapped in the moment, lost in the day
Hesitating in thought, of whats left to say...

With a broken smile ..
Broken past, traumatized reminiscences...

Can't escape the heartache ..
Lost in my mixed up thoughts...

Looking up,
at what seems to be an endless dusty sky...

I NEVER think of you, or dream of you at night
I DONT get weak in the knees whenever youre in...

Said you loved me, said you cared, said youd never...
You looked at me with such desire telling me you...

I cant take it ..
Cant stand it anymore...

Disaster strikes .. so much pain inside
Loose control of dignity , loose sense of pride...

Looking down at the city below
With the wind , I feel my hair flow...