What happened to us? We used to be inseparable. Now we barely talk. Your'e avoiding me I can feel it. I just don't know why & I hate it because you're the one I talk to about everything & without you I feel as if I'm completely alone

Maybe there was a lesson to learn in what happened with us. Maybe just maybe we would have been together longer, if only I had spoke up sooner, if only I hadn't waited until it was too late because we both waited till it was too late.

Does it get easier she asks me. Eventually yes but even when you think your over it theres those days when it just comes crashing over you again and you start to miss him again, but those days get fewer and fewer with time.

People always ask me if it gets easier, like im an expert or something, but i dont know im just trying to live my life one day at a time and make it through the times when everything starts to come crashing down.

Is it so wrong to just want to fall in love and be completely & absolutely happy for once in my life? Im sick of being alone, of being just ok, and of always feeling like something, some part of me, is missing.

Do you ever get this urge to just write something tragically beautiful and hope that someone will read it and finally understand how you feel? That they will finally understand you.

Why couldnt life just be easy, simple? Why cant i just love the boy that loves me, and not the one thats in love with her.

Im not very different from any other girl, we all dream the same dreams. Really were pretty easy to please. We just want a boy who will care for us & love us unconditionally. Is that too much to ask?

Most of the time I dont know why I do the stupid things I do, but this time Im pretty sure it was to get back at you.

Heres the thing, I dont miss you but I miss what we had. I miss having someone to count on, to be there for me. I miss having someone to love me, even at my worst. I miss being in love.