In this house of cards we're all holding hearts and spades

I'm letting go of everything i once loved

You're stretching to meet expectations that you will never reach

I'm falling to peices
I can't let go
Tearing apart your lies
I want to live

It's the sound of your racing heart
That beats in time with every start
(the start of the year. the start of life. the start of war)
That reaches up and across the sky
That makes us want to try

I don't know if my heart will beat without you guiding it

I shut my eyes when you're around
I hold my breath to kill the sound of your voice

I'm falling down
And you're not here to break my fall

It's all I ever see anymore
But the day was so bright in the pictures
In the photo album that you gave me
It's all I have to live for

I will never sleep again
(I will never even close my eyes)