You scare me. Deep down I am terrified of you. Everything you stand for is frightening. The one person I can’t be without but also the one person that could probably live without me

R.I.P Dad

My body dies but still my soul remains eternally

~The last sunrise~Aiden~

I see the tears behind your eyes
and the smile you use as a disguise

Its amazing how he can walk away untouched and i am left destroyed

You told me to just go and die
bleeding out on your step, thats where I lie

I was forced to grow up the day you passed

The mirrors reflection tells a story...

red eyes....crying

body shakes....eternal sadness

lip quakes....holding back anger

the heart goes unseen...but still just as broken

I thought what we had was real
but somehow i confused you being a jerk with love

Do you see this tear?
you created it
with hateful words and deception
it stains my cheek
these stains will never wash out