Her heart is screaming "I love you"
And her mind is yelling "I hate you"

She is so damaged from you manipulating her
She is so disfigured from what you have done
She keeps your necklace to remeber
What the poeple you love can become

She's beautiful
her deep blue eyes show
The way she loved him
look beyond her smile
Bruises covered with make-up
believing every single apology
until he goes too far

Pink is your ribbon
October is your month
heaven is your home
cancer is your killer

My mind will erase every detail
but my heart will always remeber

I visted you today,
in my memmories

Why do i give myself false hope?

He said

" I love you but i'm sorry
I love you but i'm leaving

I will never hate myself as much as I hate you

I'm not strong enough to keep you here.. And I'm not strong enough to let you go