# Going to his funeral would make his death too real
I'm so afraid to think. So scared to feel .

# You're making it so easy for me to hate you
But I don't seem to succeed
You're making me so bloody angry
And it seems to be all I need .

# All she can hear are his footsteps
- He's walking out the door
He promised her forever
But he's leaving once more .

# All it took you to get me was one look
So cross me of your list and write it in your book .

# They say I hang on to the past but they don't see
That the past is actually not letting go of me .

# You've got me pushed against your wall
I wanna break down but I have to stand tall

# She lays down her pencil and takes a first look
The hundred empty pages turned out to be a book .

# A blanc page and a pen in her hand
Ready to write a letter she'll never send .

# A blanc page and a pen in her hand
Ready to write down what she can't understand .

# But I know you can't always be near
&& you won't say the things I'm dying to hear .