I can't keep it in,
I can't let this demon inside me win,
The bottles bigging to break,
Tears getting ready to fall off the peek,
Lifes look pretty bleak,
Should I let someone know,
That I feel this weak.

Crying so hard i can't even see WHAT THE H.E.L.L. IS WRONG WITH ME somebody help please

Mommy forgot me
daddy just droped me
sister spits on me
brother hits me
don't you just love my family

Give up no reason to live,i have nothing left to give

I miss you, i want you, but i think i just lost you!!!!!

I'm the one that pays the price
your the one that rolls the dice

Blood falls,tears roll,years go but still nobody knows so i just fall because there is no one to answer my calls of pain full of loss i guess my life is the cost

I don't know what to feel anymore
since you walked out that door
i just don't know anymore

I just want you to die then you would be dead and all my problems with you would be solved....everything would be resolved then everything we ever had
would be DISSOLVED

I cut and cut
to watch myself bleed
in hopes that one day
i'll revive the old me
but i know that will never
happen because the old me
has sunken a million miles under the sea