My tears have long dryed
my head sure hurts tonight
I hear a knock as I swallow these colorful pills
My only true love and my only disappointment

Depression is like war
You have your soldiers
You have your battle scars
You have your many battles
And you have your war
But in the end depression teams with suicide
...and wins

I burn the bridges I made,
I build walls around me,
Always alone...
...But at least this way...

...I won't get hurt...

Everytime i look at my writs it reminds me im alive

Love is like treasure,
it can take a life time to find...
...but in the end all you have is...

...rusted coins...

My dreams show me a life I could of had

Love...
....the only pain we have to suffer...

&i cant sleep at night
because your all i can dream of
&i know that im not your dream

She even bleeds sad

...she tells him she doesnt want the numb less feeling no more...
...she tells him she needs the pain it helps her feel...
...she tells him this pain allows her that little weightless feeling...
...it reminds her shes...

...alive...