In the room, I hear her scream
In my panic I try to breath
In my heart, I feel pain
In my eyes, I see her way
In my mind, I slip away
then i realize she is me

He told me not to get upset
He told me I shouldn't care
Because every time I do
It gets us nowhere

&his heart aches from trying
&her eyes hurt from crying
&their wrtis throb from cutting
&in the end they they still have nothing

&it looks like its raining
but the drops that fall are red
&you dont know why

I knew right from the start
You'd break my heart
I knew right until the end
That this hurt would never mend

Some people have one of those days,
I have one of those lives

& I see them smiling
I smile back
& I see them laughing
I laugh back
& I feel that weightless feeling
That reminds me its all fake

Sometimes I look up into the sky
And whish that I could be as
Weightless as the clouds
And just float away

My tears have long dryed
my head sure hurts tonight
I hear a knock as I swallow these colorful pills
My only true love and my only disappointment

Depression is like war
You have your soldiers
You have your battle scars
You have your many battles
And you have your war
But in the end depression teams with suicide
...and wins